I’m so exhausted. I can’t even function or think right lately. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. Oh damn lol. -__- I don’t even feel like myself right now or have been feeling myself. Vacation needs to come already. Lol

Blahhh. Idk I feel so out of place and shit. I really need a get away to become me again and relaxed I feel so… idk, UGHH. I’m so stressed. 

Well I can’t wait to leave. Maybe things will be better for me when I get back.

Today, I woke up at 7 to get my cousin ready for school and dropped her off. Cleaned the house a bit so it’d be clean by the time my aunt got home. It was my Aunts birthday. She turned 35. She wanted to go the before we went to eat later in the day. I don’t gamble btw but she gave me $20 to play with Lol. So I was like, why not. Lol. And then We ended up both winning $150 each but I gave her some cause it was her money and it was her birthday. Then we picked up my little cousin from school and went home to chill for a bit. Her bf came and told us to get ready to eat but we were being lazy af so we didn’t change lol. He didn’t even tell us where we were going either so we didn’t know how to dress anyway lol. Then we ended up going to the buffet at the casino and her surprised her cause all her friends were there. It was cute. But I we wanted olive garden haha. 

I’m hell excited though cause I leave on Tuesday to go to the Philippines. I’ll be there from May 8 - July 24. HELLA LONG. I can’t wait to go, i’m tired of this place. I NEED to get away. I feel like I have so much anxiety. I’m so restless and keep getting annoyed so fast. All bad haha. I only packed half way and I need to get hella shit still. Ahhh so stress full. And My mom borrowed ALL my money I saved so hopefully I get it back when I get back home. 

Sighhh, I have to go to work again on THURSDAY-SATURDAY. My last week then I’m free! VACATION time. Whooooo! 

Now I’m ending my night sad and annoyed! Ahhh. I’m tired soo gooooodnight. UGH.

—JReimers